My life sucks!

LIFE SUCKS! :'( You know.. I have never used the word "SUCK" so much in my life, as I have in the past 2 days. But here I go one more time: I SUCK!!!!! ok.. i let it out.. that's as close as I'm going to get to swearing.

I don't really want to explain anything about my life right now... there's no need.. I don't want to think about it at all.. So, honestly I think that's all you're going to get.

MY feelings: [in quote language]

I didn't want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn't know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full. ~Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar

I like the snot to run a little, the tears to accumulate a bit before reaching for the handkerchief. Then I know I'm really crying. Crying just isn't crying unless it's messy. ~D.H. Mondfleur

Heaven knows we need never be ashamed of our tears, for they are rain upon the blinding dust of earth, overlying our hard hearts. ~Charles Dickens, Great Expectations, 1860

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown

They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you. ~Ezbeth Wilder

I love walking in the rain, cause then no-one knows I'm crying.

Are you losing it when a simple song makes you want to break down and cry?

"After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears, and hope that tomorrow will be a better day."

You should know by now that when I smile and say "yeah, I'm fine" it's really code for "no I'm not okay and I feel like my world is crashing down around me"

Snapshots of priceless moments cover her walls. She thinks back to a time where she didn't have to fake a smile ...it just graced her face so naturally.

I looked at your picture yesterday...wishing I was in the picture with you...with your arms around me