Have you ever been told that life will work out? That no matter how bad it was, it would get better? Well, I can honestly say that's true. My life is working its self out for the most part, although there are still problems that must be mastered in a way I do not know. Oh well. I will enjoy my life, every moment of it. There is absolutely no reason to be mad for a long time, or even depressed; doing that will just make life harder.
Even thinking this way is hard to do. I feel as though everytime I leave to go home, a piece of me falls out. I just want to stay in his arms and sit there. I don't care if we talk, I just love to hear his heart beat, and feel his breath on the top of my head. It's so hard to go home and say goodbye, but it's all for the best. Someday he'll be mine! FOREVER!! [if you read that wrong it could sound as if i'm a crazy, evil person, but I'm not]
I decided I want it to rain... hard... and for a very long time. I just want to watch it come down from the heavens and just cover the earth with its clearing beauty. I want to listen to it meet the sidewalk and hear the rain crowd together and trickle down the walls and trees. Most of all, I want to stand in it and let it drench me to my bones. I love water, the many shapes it has in nature. The lakes, the ocean, the streams and rivers, the rain, and the waterfalls. I just love it. The smell, the feel, the color... it just never fails to make me happy and enjoy the beauty of the life it brings.
Well I will leave you to ponder the smell, color, and sound of the rain. I get to go see Jesse right now! So I must leave you!!! <3>
You have such a way with words, I definitely think you should think about becoming a writer!
ReplyDeleteIt rained beautifully here today, just as you described. It is perfect isn't it.
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