I can't believe what I just did... I just sent an email to my dad letting him know that I've made my decision:
Dad-
In case I don't get to see you tonight, I just thought I should let you know that I have thought about what you told me and I have made my decision. I am still planning on getting married on June 3rd, 2009 at the Bountiful Temple- the time is still in the process of being decided. You wanted me to let you know when I made my decision and I thought that sooner was better in order for you to make arrangements for work, or anything else you might have to schedule. I would also like to ask you to be my witness, and if you could let me know as soon as you can that would be appreciated. I love you, and if you want to help with any of the wedding preparations let me know, that would make me really happy.
Love,
Meagan
I am so nervous for the reaction... sigh... it was so hard to press the send button, but it had to be done if I am serious about getting married. I hate making my family upset so much. My stomach feels like it is a mixing bowl, just mixing, and mixing, and mixing...
On the upside, I can't wait to get all my engagement pictures!! I am so excited, and I'm estatic to get married. I can't wait to go to Scout Camp with Jesse, and I can't wait to move. DAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a full range of emotions that it is hard to even it out... I'm not sure where my medium is... oh it must be school... that is just kind of bluh... it's there and there's really nothing I can do about it. I'm happy to be in it, but I want to be done... that is my middle road right now. Well not much else has happened thus far, so I will keep you updated as it comes.
Dad-
In case I don't get to see you tonight, I just thought I should let you know that I have thought about what you told me and I have made my decision. I am still planning on getting married on June 3rd, 2009 at the Bountiful Temple- the time is still in the process of being decided. You wanted me to let you know when I made my decision and I thought that sooner was better in order for you to make arrangements for work, or anything else you might have to schedule. I would also like to ask you to be my witness, and if you could let me know as soon as you can that would be appreciated. I love you, and if you want to help with any of the wedding preparations let me know, that would make me really happy.
Love,
Meagan
I am so nervous for the reaction... sigh... it was so hard to press the send button, but it had to be done if I am serious about getting married. I hate making my family upset so much. My stomach feels like it is a mixing bowl, just mixing, and mixing, and mixing...
On the upside, I can't wait to get all my engagement pictures!! I am so excited, and I'm estatic to get married. I can't wait to go to Scout Camp with Jesse, and I can't wait to move. DAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a full range of emotions that it is hard to even it out... I'm not sure where my medium is... oh it must be school... that is just kind of bluh... it's there and there's really nothing I can do about it. I'm happy to be in it, but I want to be done... that is my middle road right now. Well not much else has happened thus far, so I will keep you updated as it comes.
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ReplyDeleteOH MY! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU FINALLY DID IT! wow... good job. I'll be here if you need me. Just let me know. And I'll try and stay awake next time you call me ;)